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Post by Moonlight on Feb 5, 2009 18:35:20 GMT -5
Well, I guess I didn't officially start suffering with depression until I turned 14. I've, at least, been very unhappy for as long as I can remember. I've had depression for so long that I don't think it'll ever go away.
When I turned 14 my life really took a turn for the worse. Apart from the usual thing of being bullied at school, I found my Grandad dead in his flat, and I was kissed on the neck by a man in his forties. It may not sound that bad, but it feels horrible. When I think about it I just want to scratch the place where he kissed me to make the feeling go away.
I have been suffering with depression ever since. I've had two counsellors, and only one really helped. I'm now really trying to get my life in order. Even if the depression doesn't go away, I know I won't be suffering forever.
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Post by Justin on Feb 5, 2009 18:41:37 GMT -5
Hi kuroneko. Welcome to the boards.
Finding a loved one dead has got to be hard. Grief alone is difficult, but even with that different people grieve in different ways. It sounds like you've found it hard to deal with your Granddad's death.
In regards to the kiss, if someone takes advantage of you in any way it's hard to get over. Some people might dismiss it, but things like that still have an effect. The point of this forum is for people to support each other.
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Post by regenesis on Feb 6, 2009 3:08:43 GMT -5
I was kissed on the neck by a man in his forties. It may not sound that bad, but it feels horrible. When I think about it I just want to scratch the place where he kissed me to make the feeling go away. 4 years ago my sister was comming from our grandparents.She had to walk a road in the forest in order to get to our village. But on the way,3 men caught her,raped her and beat her.They left her there to die.The doctor said she lived about 20 minutes after they left,and she tried to move,but she couldnt because of the injuries.I can't even imagine how horrible this was for her. At least the police caught them and now they are in prison. So you should consider youself lucky that he stoped after he kissed your neck and didn't go any further. |
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Post by Justin on Feb 6, 2009 8:25:54 GMT -5
I don't know what to say. That's a terrible thing to have happened. I'm sorry.
I'm sure that kuroneko is glad that it didn't go further than it did, and it can't compare to what happened to your sister. What happened was bad enough though, and it obviously had an effect.
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Post by Moonlight on Feb 6, 2009 14:03:51 GMT -5
I know it could have been a lot worse than it was, and I'm really glad for that. I'm very sorry that that happened to your sister. Even though what happened to me was very miner in comparison it still had an effect on me. It's still a violation of trust.
I was feeling a bit guilty about it afterwards, because I went into a small room with him. I got this feeling that I shouldn't go in, but because of the guy he was I didn't take any notice and went in. But now when I think about it, I think that he could have done something a lot worse if I'd refused to go into the room with him, and I'm glad I didn't take the chance to find out what he was really capable of.
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