lost
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My mom
Feb 7, 2009 10:19:13 GMT -5
Post by lost on Feb 7, 2009 10:19:13 GMT -5
I hate being in this house. My mom came into my room this morning and started yelling at me to clean up my room. I was in bed and I hadnt even gotten up yet and she expected me to of cleaned my room. I started crying and she just kept shouting at me and called me a lazy bitch. When she left I got out my razor blade and I slashed my leg and its been half an hour and it wont stop bleeding. I cant tell mom because shed yell at me some more and Im sitting against the door so that she wont get in and Im holding a t shirt on it.
If I have to go to the hospital shell find out and shell kill me. Im just going to keep holding the tshirt on it and hope it stops. I hate my life.
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My mom
Feb 7, 2009 10:46:40 GMT -5
Post by Justin on Feb 7, 2009 10:46:40 GMT -5
The main thing is that you make sure the wound is clean and that you manage to stop the bleeding. If it doesn't stop bleeding, you will need medical attention. I don't know if you can guarantee that your mother won't find out, but you need to make sure you're okay.
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lost
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My mom
Feb 7, 2009 16:44:16 GMT -5
Post by lost on Feb 7, 2009 16:44:16 GMT -5
It stopped eventully. I had to hide my t shirt under my bed. I tidied my room so that she wouldnt yell at me again. Its hard to walk my leg really hurts. Ill wash the tshirt when I go in the bath the best I can.
Thanx for the concern. Sorry for bothering you.
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My mom
Feb 7, 2009 16:55:30 GMT -5
Post by Justin on Feb 7, 2009 16:55:30 GMT -5
You haven't bothered anyone. Are you okay?
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My mom
Feb 7, 2009 18:56:05 GMT -5
Post by Moonlight on Feb 7, 2009 18:56:05 GMT -5
I'm glad to hear that you're leg's stopped bleeding. I don't really know how to say this without it sounding like I'm having a go. There are other ways you can get out frustration and sadness than cutting. For example, I keep diaries. Whenever I feel really down and I don't want to talk to anyone about it, but I still need to get it out, I write in my diary. I know it sounds stupid, and probably a bit childish, but it actually helps. Especially when you feel like you can't talk to anyone about it. It's like having a best friend that can't go and blab all your secrets to people, lol.
I know it can be hard resisting something that makes you feel better. I used to punch walls, and even though it's not really the same, it made me feel better afterwards. I still get the urge to do it sometimes, but I don't want to bust my hand up even more, lol.
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lost
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My mom
Feb 11, 2009 13:26:39 GMT -5
Post by lost on Feb 11, 2009 13:26:39 GMT -5
I keep a diary but it doesnt help. Its hard to explain to people who dont cut.
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